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COMMENT SO I CAN BE-FRIEND YOU!
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[02 Jan 2004|11:02pm] |
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hey skankers & hoes, i wont be updating that much anymore for at least 6 days. Its just that so much shit hit my shoulders i cant take it anymore. i love him, i dont want him to leave. i hope he loves me, and i hope he doesnt want to leave because of me. eversince that day, i met the most perfect fallen angel there ever was. now i just need time to think about wut im gunna do. i hope i could take this off in a week. then ill tell it, ill tell wut happens. actually, im just not even gunna continue. maybe put a few entries in. but, its getting really hard to continue in this webpage peice of shit that everyone is getting. i have 2 many hours, 2 many days, and i cant spend this much time writing personal thoughts that evryone tries to solve but doesnt.
ithink my next entry willbe on jan.8
for now on ill just inform you kids
<3 always, Ur nOn wOrKiNg SeX MaChInE, amber
you never know wut you have till its gone, to me, i already know.
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[31 Dec 2003|12:19am] |
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the sweetest picture
the picture of the lovely souls blended in different colors
the sweetest hippi kisses with the grace of a blind man
the world right side up
the romantic boy that is in everyone with
the sweetest girl with the heart of a deep blue ocean
the sweetest picture that you can keep close to your heart and dream about
the picture
the picture of a lovely old lady blended with beautiful birds
the sweetest mommmy kisses that you dream was still with your dad
the world unblinded
the most sweetest picture that we'll all dream about......
Anyways......its 12:25am and im experiencing the most wonderful bullshit ive ever been in. i can take it though cuz its ur natural talent......its her cold heart........its her thoughtless mind (that everyone seems to find)_she doesnt realize.........
But any how........i miss my dad and i need him, i cant stand living here first of all, theres too much stress and way too much assuming. my dad doesnt even understand how much i love him.........so im gunna make a suprise move-in with him......i always wonder how lonely he is.....it makes me cry.......i really cant take it anymore, its like people are feeding me so much shit.......its like i have nothing to live for anymore except for my dad. Everyone has given up on me, everyone. Lots of my friends are the biggest fakers. They all noe too. Thats why lots of them dont even care about what i do or what i plan to do. Its like, if im gunna do somethin really risky, they dont care just as long as the other people dont do it. They all despise me cause of what i did. keyword: did. i cant understand people these days. the only important people that i need right now is my sister and my dad. i just want everything back to normal. When my i saw my dad often, when my sister and i would get along just fine. My world is totally the oppisite now. I cant live without a certain something. I just need my normal life back.
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im sorry......but on this entry.....i had to take away my slut stats cuz im not a slut first of all, so bye
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[28 Dec 2003|08:35pm] |
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ill be here a while - 311 |
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HeY kIdS........tHiS Is mY NeW LiVe JoUrNaL. MiSs ThE OLd dAyZ? nO WoRrIeS......jUsT Go bAcK To mY OlD OnE
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) mango_mwah
Alright well..i kinda got tired of my old name.....so this is the new one "venice_fetish"...............you like it? ComEnT aNd tELl mE WuT YOu tHiNK.....................
p.s. Im NoT dOiN ThAt fRiEnDs oNlY ShIt CuZ ThAtS gAy
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